Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Back to Blogging

Hello, please welcome me back to the world of blogging.

For many months that I have been away, living the daily grind of life, I have been restless and have never felt more pointless, not being able to write. It is a sad thing to do, shutting off from this virtual existence. But now I am back, I hope to keep and sustain this blog with daily woes, rants, joys, insights, and simply my way of swimming away from the sea of irrelevance!

Every day of our lives, we encounter the world's changing, fast and furious. My wide-eyed dreamer self sometimes could not keep up to it, leaving me on a standstill. Or sometimes, ending up 'barking on the wrong tree'. It is a crazy world, but we have a precious life to live. It is difficult to hold on to once-firmly held principles, but it is worth trying to keep floating and get hold on to trunks that have deep roots on genuine love and open mind.

On some days, I wonder why I do the things I do against the things I wish I should be doing. There are times that I feel I am in the wrong place, and everything else feels it shouldn't be what it seems to be. But I am only one perfectly flawed person. It's not an excuse, but it's the truth. I consider it an achievement to be able to discern what I am capable of doing and what I just can't pull through. As for the rest of those things hanging out there, waiting to be done, maybe, some other time.

Perhaps, there is no such place for consistency, but there is always room for change.